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it seems that life always throws something at you doesnt it? any time you have a moments peace, you sit and think about when the next catastrophe will strike, and so it does. but as i always have i will take it in stride because i must. my uncle is off to prison the 15th of may, and my brother narrowly escaped having to go to prison himself, but knowing him he will end up there anyway. my biological father diagnosed with prostate cancer was kind of a blow at first, but has since settled down and his cancer has been taken care of. i was in another accident and nearly wrecked my precious GTO (thank god i didnt). and the more i work with my coworkers, the more i realize that they dont like me. i'm not by any means the most intellegent man alive, but many of them are idiots bumbling around work complaining until they are released from their daily duties to go drink it off at the bar and then call in the next day. the ones who aren't like that are gossip mongers, back stabbers, and unintelligent hypocrites, who by their very nature offend anyone with common decency or half a brain to their head. intelligent conversation doesn't seem to stick with most of these people seeing how they tend to disappear or stop listening or talking. but i often wonder how such existance can satisfy anyone? mewling around in life forever reliving the glory days of high school football and basketball, and simultaneously laughing in the face of all who bettered themselves and used school and a stepping stone on the ladder rather then making it the top rung of life. how can people do this you might wonder i think i have an answer, as much as it pains me to feel as though im looking down on anyone. you see people hate what they can never be. they want what they can not have, and covet what does not belong to them in the first place. we do not seek to better eachother, rather to hold one another back and prevent anyone from rising above our own wastland and hell, meanwhile self sabotaging ourselves for our own success. maybe im just being negative. who knows? until next time everyone!